My feelings are so compressed deep inside that I’m not sure how I feel. I question who i am, and if any of my life was ever real. Am I living in a nightmare, will I ever wake up, because living this way will never be enough… To stay alive. I thought that you would be the one to save me from this, but you just helped me create ignorant bliss, to the point of no return. I didn’t know your demons from my own. I thought I was happy, until I was finally all alone. You couldn’t stay. I shouldn’t blame you, but I will for leaving me this way. I’m a fucking mess and your rotting away. And here I go not wanting to face another day.