I loved you so much, I hated you. I cared so much that I didn’t care. I cried so much that I felt nothing. I missed you so much, I didn’t miss you anymore. I begged so much that I started demanding. I gave so much that I had nothing. I wanted you so much then I didn’t. You hated me so much, you couldn’t love me. You didn’t care enough, but then you cared so much. You cried so much that it didn’t work. You didn’t miss me so much until I left. You begged me so much that I wouldn’t give in. You gave nothing, but I still gave. So fucking much. You didn’t want me when you had me then you wanted me so much, so much.
It was to late.